Sunday, August 8, 2010

verbal vomit/ stream of consciousness part 14

In the bay. i never understood why some people don't want to make choices, however not making a choice is also making a choice. Communication is key in any friendship, relationship, etc . however if if you don't communicate with a person its not gonna work. I always try to see the upside in a situations but however, I'm leary about this. I will still look at the bright side but for right now i have to focus on what is more important: My company and my future. people say i should just give it up on it, why fight for something that one person wants and the other doesn't. Or doesn't know what they want.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Pros and Cons

Pros

caring
compassionate
loving
driven
conversation
educated
family oriented
potential
when we were together we were in sync
maturity level




Cons

too private
doesnt trust easily
he says the timing
when we are part the distance kills us
age difference
maturity level
Distance in miles
not on the same path
won't commit



I dont have expectations for anything anymore.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

i have insomnia



anyone who knows me, knows i have extreme insomnia . this describes my nights.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Ciara f Ludacris- Ride

This Broad is my gym motivation.


Friday, April 9, 2010

verbal vomit/ stream of consciousness part 12

Nothing is static. Everything will fall apart.

I'm breaking my attachment to physical power and possessions, because only thru destroying myself can I discover the greater power of my spirit.

Chuck Palahniuk "Fight Club"