Today is the last day of 2009, and i can say that i have learned alot about myself this year. Granted i have messed up a couple of times but i now learned that A) DO ME, because thats the only thing i know best. B) Dont put no dude on a pedestal. duh C) some people are only in your life for seasons, and some friendships are a lifetime. just cuz i dont talk to you everyday, doesn't mean i dont love or care bout you. D) People take shit for granted but when its gone they hella miss it. E ) Have tough skin -----my 106kmel family taught me well. I think God i have lifelong friends and mentors F) granny said "stop talking to these wack ass niggas who aint bout shit" ima finally listen to her because she is right. i need to find a "down" man, DONT BE CLINGY.... H) breaking in to a van in SF can provide heat at night (don't ask) I ) sometimes u have to do things you dont want to in order to do things that are good for you. J ) dont wait hand and foot on a person when they treat you like dog shit, K ) you dont have to go bad on everyone, everyone is not against, but still study a person"s character. ...... L ) If you see a nigga that u dont wanna talk to. a dude try to grab you in the club, dont smile , MOVE YOUR FEETS .. M) whatever you do, whereever you are, dont complain, HAVE FUN
I consider this year and this decade the biggest growth in my life. I have experienced a lot of trials and tribulation. My New Years Resolution for this year is to keep focusing on me. Keep following my dreams.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
The Black Girl Curse??
i feel this. sometimes i feel as if im that back pocket girl, but hey, im only 22.
Monday, December 28, 2009
A Love Supreme : Documentary
I love to see people i knew back in the day doing big day. SUPPORT THE NEW WEST MOVEMENT!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Isn't this so precious.
This is Sean Combs's daughter Chance, singing Rudolph The Red Nose Reindeer. She kinda switches the song in the middle of te video because she forgets the words. LOL. She is adorable.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
verbal vomit/ stream of consciousness part 2
WORD OF ADVICE ::::::::::::: I DONT DO DRAMA ::::::::::::::..... anymore. i never really understood the necessity of he say she say - middle man drama. Its not my steez. i'll give advice. I don't mind giving advice. However, don't involve me when i speak on the other person at all. Don't lie on me. I stay distant from people because I dont like messy stuff like that. I dont like being draggggggggggged in to other people's personal drama. People really need to learn how to do themselves. When you focus on yourself and the things you need to do you wont be concerned with petty bullshit. i personally dont concern myself with it because of the fact that i put ALL OF my energy into everything that i do, no matter what it is. if this was 14months ago, i would have honored this, and let it affect me, but its not. through out this year i have learned to focus on myself and other things to get me and the people that i love and want to succeed ahead. I have toldddddd people things i think they should do, because people have tolddddd and suggested things that i can do to fix myself as a person. I have taken some advice and thrown some advice to trash. I have learned through personal experiences that people dont want to be around others with hella drama. things do happened that are beyond your own personal control. Things that are in your personal control, you have to fix. communication is key in ANYTYPE OF RELATIONSHIP, FRIENDSHIP ETC. Stressing dumb shit isn't cute.
hurricane chris at the LA state legislature....
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. they are dead serious.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Watch this ....
This reminded me of a story that my friend Jeanet told me about when she lived in China. However, this is different.