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Friday, November 13, 2009

Crawl......

After i ended my relationship of six years with my ex, BlackFace, almost a year ago, i have a new perspective of life. It ended on bad terms you can say. I've been a rebuilding state of mind. I have accomplished a lot in this year. I have graduated from Santa Clara, moved back home and am currently in the process of figuring out what i want to do with my life. During this whole time i have being focusing on me and my career but not what has been making me happy. I have dating, but i don't continue because i start to think i am psycho........ I DONT WANT TO BE THAT PSYCHO BLACK BITCH....... i cant be that. It stresses me out. With me not having a steady job i have to figure out what makes me happy. Life is about having fun. Soooooooooo im going to fix this. I have to relaxxxxxxxxxx. Relationships come with time . I dont want a relationship just to start right away. You should be friends in your relationship. I want to have a friend and a lover in my next relationship. im crawling ....

Sunday, May 17, 2009

BAY vs LA

I will be graduating in less than a month from SCU. Although i am SOOOO HAPPY to GET the HELL up out of Santa Clara, i will miss the friends that i have made up here. I have learned so much from being in the Bay Area: from the business stand point (radio, film and promo), emotionally coming in to myself, scholastically and politically. Even though i come from the best city on the Left Coast, and maybe even the world, the Bay Area i called home for 4 years. I am saddened by the fact that i am leaving, but i will always cherish the fact that the people whom i call friends, acquaintances, strangers and even enemies i have learned from. I wish that i could stay longer, and i quite possibly could because i still have time, but these are just my thoughts at the time.