verbal vomit/ stream of consciousness part 8

i had a great birthday week. i have to remember that now as a 23 yr old, i have to remember to be a mature adult be myself. sometimes im a lil emotional. i cant help it. i just have to remember to focus on what's important in life which is fucking dudes. money, hoes and clothes, what people think, a boyfriend being happy and being me. .... and getting a job if people don't like it fuck them.